A somewhat regularly updated accuont of my nutty life!
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This is where you stick random tidbits of information about yourself.
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Thursday, October 24, 2002
Well of all things, guess where I just returned from? That's right folks, you guessed it! The Big Apple! New York City! HOME! The one place that (usually) has the power to keep me sane and put a smile on my face for a while. Well here's a tip: never take a road trip to your favorite place with people who are going to spend a lot of time having drama!...That's ok though, even if it wasn't my most fun trip - it was still productive in many ways.
I got to see my best friend Jamie ... which I'll talk about first. Jamie has been my friend for quite a long time. There have been definite stretches in our friendship where we were very clearly "best friends." Then there are times when we fight, or we're seperated from distance, or there are other people in our lives we seem closer to. And during those times, sometimes I don't always refer to him as "my best friend." I think from this point on that changes though. Seeing Jamie for a few days, really made me realize that maybe that's part of being a best friend. Like anything else in life, there are ups and downs. There are times when communication is slow. But he's the one person who I know will always be there for me. The one person who I know would never hurt me in my life. One of the few people whose very presence makes me feel better and believe that things are going to be "ok" ... or at least that they will get better. Maybe it's a "Beaches" kind of thing we have going on. But seeing him, if only for a day or two, reaffirmed for me that I do have a best friend. His name is Jamie. And we'll always be there for each other. And the feeling that comes with that knowledge is priceless. (For everything else, there's mastercard! ;)
I also saw my ex boyfriend James while I was in NYC. Someone who I had been thinking a lot about lately. A relationship that I've always thought might be worth revisiting. Unfortunately, due to trip drama, and other unforseen circumstances, we didn't get to spend the quality time together that I had hoped.
My gameplan as of now, is to enjoy doing the stage-play "Jeffrey" here in Florida (see my site in a few days for ticket info - you all better come see it!) ... and then head back to NYC. The show closes right before Christmas. So I'm thinking that's three good times all at once. The end of the show. Christmastime (when I'd fly up North anyway). And the end of the year (basically). Maybe it's a good time to finally end my time in Florida and go back to where I know I need to be. Either way, it's something I plan to give a lot of thought to in the next few days ...
Be well and be fun... or at least just BE!
9:21 PM
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